so screwed...
haha, i'm here writing some random entry cuz i feel bored.. yes, very very bored... and especially lonely on weekends... i'm not getting used to being single as much as i hoped for, but i'm tryin hard.. guess the best consellation i have is the fact that i have a brand new laptop... no idea y so many ppl are moving away from ebloggy, isn't it easier to excess each other's blogs from here? oh wells, i don't know, can't say much, haven't even been bloggin often...
yeah, i'm in ACJC now, kindof like my class, they're all really nice ppl... the schools fine too.. with fantastic facilities and such.. one prob is its a little too cramped wif classrooms, lts, labs and even the hall squeezed into a 7-storey building. haha, and ppl, do come to ac, its no longer what ppl make it out to be, really full of nice ppl now... :) alrighty, peace out..
=S
ahahahha, said i would update regularly bu didn't get round to doing that, way too tired to do so everyday... Zzzz oh wells, loads of things has happened, for one, i have a new ipod video which has a faulty headphone jack! 2ndly, i got l1r5 10! which is simply amazing, hahaha... zzz so sorry this is such a short entry, too lazy to type more... arhaha...
17 years on
now that i'm 17, i think i have to start acting more my age? stop saying lame stuff all the time, stop acting gay, stop doing stupid stuff, stop fooling around, stop sleeping in lessons, stop... wait, if i stopped, i just wouldn't be called darius anymore would i? oh what the heck, i'll just be me for another year...
dead tired...
oh boy, i've only been sleeping for 5 hours everynight since monday.. so naturally i feel extremely tired now... came back and fell asleep for almost 2 hours! haha, gonna sleep by 11 2nite, cuz there's training 2moro n i wanna have the strength for it...
2 all those ppl who have been behind me and stil are, thanks alot, and to those who criticised me, u guys should get a life, not me, my life consist of such wonderful ppl already =)
boring day...zzz
a miracle occured today, i went to the esplanade to do homework for 3 hours!!! lol, something the old me would have never done (mayb there just wasn't much to do except homework)... thought about alot of past memories while retracing the steps i took wif a certain someone, i couldn't help but feel a tinge of sadness and loneliness... but we all have to move along, there were the good times, there were the bad times... i truly believe i have made the right decison in this... so yeah, to the person who left that not so nice comment... seriously.. GROW UP!! leaving an anonymous comment like that, if u truly think u're right, just leave yr name... i can even guess who is it already anyway...
i feel empty too, but time will fill it up, move along...
the guilt inside
damn... i did something today that i never thought i would have done several months ago... i broke up wif my girl... yes yes, i know i've said that we would last and all that.. but.. it had been going downhill for the past month already..
it was perhaps time to end it and move along...?
yeah, i feel guilty... but i have to admit, it was the most wonderful 8 mths of my life... perhaps, if we would have met later, things might be so much more different... oh wells... life goes on... to my ex-girl... please cheer up... i loved u more den anyone else in the world b4.. truly... sorry...
reviving of the blog
hello every1, my god, howlong has it been since i've blogged?? sheesh, life's been great so far, been busy doing loads of stuff... JC life is seriously very tiring, i come home @ 8+ at times and there isn't time for me to do my own things... haiz.. oh wells, i intend to revive this blog so i've got an excuse to come online everyday... heh! @ least i'll attempt to force my 2pid ass, tired body to sit infront of the comp... sorry 2 those ppl who have been sms-in me and i didn't reply, i've juz been 2 tired and lazy... sorry!!! will reply in future.. ok, i'm out...
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